I am such a daydreamer, been that way my whole life. At first I think it was just having a big imagination and a creative mind, but now I am abusing Mr. Daydream, for all the wrong reasons. Reality Sucks! There isnt enough that I enjoy in real life so I escape too often to daydream land. Even something as simple as a change of situation is easier to see. Maybe If I daydream enough something will come true, because after all God knows the desires of your heart. I think ill start saying out my mouth what I want, declaring it to come to pass. Speaking it into existence is only part one though, making those dreams come true is a whollleee notha story. Here are some of the things I dream about.....
Who doesn't right? And usually im winning it because of course reality self is slightly lazy, but thats the good part about daydreaming, it doesnt take years to get rich lol.The crazy part is in my daydream im giving it away to friends and family lol. I want to have so that I can give, but ultimately money is not everything and you have to have your mind and spirit right above all else. It would be nice though......
Yeah yeah i know, I just moved from there over a year ago, but Cali is my second home and quite frankly I think more like a Cali girl than I do Detroit girls ( whom rarely think at all smh). My mentality just isnt that of a Michiganders anymore. Everyone here is so damn angry. Honestly I could have moved back If i really wanted to, but I dont want to go back with no plan, and no money, i will be in the same place I was when I left there....only worse. I want to move back in better circumstances, and would love to live in or near L.A.. Plus I just miss my family there.
Another thing I miss is working in the photography industry. I miss the shoots. I would love to intern for someone ( serious inquiry) or be able to buy my own camera and do it as a hustle. Photography isnt a big dream of mine, just a hobby I love, especially the shoot directing part. I often daydream of interning for some cool and well known photographer....that would be fun.
Now music,......Music is a real life dream of mine. To be a big name writer and producer, and its the ONE thing that has actually been in process on and off for years. I sing, I write, and I can even make beats if you give me a few days. I always see myself writing hits for big name artist and making millions (because the writers make ALL the money, after the labels of course). I also kind of want to groom artists who have the talent but not the "look" or etiquette to become an artist. This will happen, I dont care if it takes me 10 years ( i hope the hell not though).
I need a reason or nah? Thought i'd leave off on a happy note.......Idris Elba might be the most far fetched daydream but im speaking him into existence too! Lol!
Dear God, Idris Elba in my living room worshipping the ground I walk on would be awesome, thank you and Amen! :-)
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